Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Total Loneliness....

'Living in desperate.....life is form of abnormality....' damned miss those days......

Today is yet another boring day to me. Just now, i was waiting at the bus stop and ready to go kl. I saw an ice cream man passing by, riding his motorcycle to sell the ice creams. He has been selling ice creams for years, that may even have started before i am born. In past days, i used to buy ice cream from him. Wondering if he still remembers me or not.... while waiting at the bus stop, i took out a book and started reading it. I don't like to waste time. I hope i am busy every now and then. However, i am free like hell now and dying for something else to do. Actually, i also don't know why am i going out today. Yesterday i argued with my sister. god-damned.....She returned the taiwan drama dvd '原来我不帅' to her friends while i finished watching the 3rd episode only. I was very angry with her now. Bcoz she screwed up my ONLY ACTIVITY in this week. She always likes to go against me. Seriously fed up with her already. Can she be more 'woman' a bit?? haih...fine...looks like i owed her only....Okay, my U48 had finally come, after waiting for almost an hour. ( You see, i am wasting time again!) So i quickly got on board and grabbed a nice seat. After that, as usual, i was attached to the book again. Many people looked at me in such a way that i am a bookworm. HALO! come on! Don't look at me like that! Reading is not a faulty thing to do okay?! Japaneses already practised this since don't-know-how-many years ago! I sighed, and continued reading my BOOK. 睬你都傻! At the same time, i was also thinking of my next destination to go.

In the bus, i couldn't focus at all. They were so noisy man! Haih...didn't know why was i so frustrated. I thought i was used to that ady. Today is not my day, or u may even say that this month IS NOT MY MONTH. One of my friends said that 'the beginning is the most important part', a saying by Plato. I know about this quote. Haih...dahlah my holidays sudah sucked at the beginning, the 'outset'. What can i expect somemore... No choice, i kept my book back into my bag and started to daydream. I was wondering how do my friends plan for their holidays. Yeah...i know there is one, oh no, perhaps two of them went on a trip to langkawi. Wah....langkawi the neverland, i have never been there man! so admire them... Wish they have wonderful time there. And regarding my other friends, from kl, my old buddies, i hope they plan well for their holidays lah! Hmm...shall i take this chance to introduce my old buddies. Out of a sudden i missed them so much....Well...They are four of us, namely me, ong ken nee, daniel see and liow zhung lun. Actually there are more, but these are the closest ones, anyway. We all get to be together in Victoria Institution Red Crescent Society, which we have joined since Form 1. Ken Nee was the secretary, me the treasurer, daniel the drill director, and zhung lun the medical officer.

Ong Ken Nee, the best buddy i ever have in my life. He is a very diligent and intelligent guy. Straight 10 A1s for spm ma! haha okay! I seriously appreciate this friend a lot. Last time, he helped me up a lot with my homework because he can memorise things well and have a good comprehension skills. Serious speaking. Without him, i don't think i can succeed in my studies. He was the one who had given me the motivation man! I always tried to beat him by getting better results. Yeah, i did. However, he won more. hahaha...And also, we also used to play the fool together, doing some stupid things, which i cannot tell lah, of course! Besides that, we went to the Times Square for bowling every friday. We rushed to there everytime we go, in order to get the package with lower fees before 2pm. Sometimes often, we also went to internet cafe for dota. We don't just study! hehe! So miss him lah! He is taking medical course in Russia now. Haih...It is a waste that he cannot get the jpa scholarship, or otherwise we can be partners again. He should have listened to my advice by taking extra subjects as backups! He studied so hard! Haih anyway... All the best for his studies!! He can make it!

Next, Daniel See. He is the only one who had girl friend among us last time. (Oops! sorry to hurt you man..) Well, this fellow, height around 170cm (should be taller now, pts student ma), weight around 70kg, a bit plumpy, but still okay lah! Also a smart one, especially in piano teaching, just passed his Grade 8, now doing diploma. He was used to be my temporary piano teacher for few months, and i hope he still is lah! Never teach me much things also, because it was always me who practised the songs first and then performed to him. But i still thank him for being helpful to me. Free lessons wo! Hoho! He pointed out the mistakes i made while i was playing the song so that the song can sound better. Now, he is taking architecture course in ALFA college, if not mistaken. And now he is online and tell me that he has just finished his assessment. Thanks god! He has finally finished dealing with his assessment or whatever lah! Can't wait to see him ady.

Lastly, Zhung Lun. Well, this fellow is a jpa scholar also, taking ICPU in taylor college. Height around 166cm( same with ken nee) and weight around 65kg(10 kg more than ken nee). Hmm... this fellow right, i seriously wanna talk bad about him now. He can play piano also, Grade 8 ma,but failed the piano exam last year, with 99 marks, which is just 1 mark below the passing mark. Cannot blame loh, he didn't practise hard enough. And also, he has the thickest spectacles in the form, with power near to 1000. (must take very good care of ur eyes man....) Haha! okay enough ady! Who asked u to urge me to update the blog! Be more patient lah! no stories how to tell man! and also, it is very hard to ask him to have an outing with us. Don't know what kind of things he is busy with..... Hmm....hmm.....i wonder if there are any good sides i can think of him. This fellow has a bad temper, likes to throw tables and chairs, mouthful of bad words.....however i am still very close to him. Whenever i feel sad or upset, he is the first one, besides the other one, i will think of. I will confide in him with my problems, and that is why sometimes i really feel sorry for him to listen to my bullshits. Overall, this fellow is still a good friend to mix with.

After around half an hour, the bus came to a stop. I got down and headed to Sungai Wang. I went to a piano shop. Haih....what the hell...looking at the same pieces of piano scores again! So without wasting time, i went to times square ( i also don't know why). After loitering there without purpose and destination for around an hour, i walked all the way from ts to petaling street, and then to 星马 to look for some nice taiwan dramas. Hehehe! I managed to buy the 篮球火 at a considerably low price. Gonna take my revenge ady. Wouldn't let my sister to watch this!! We shall see..... Next, i went to the internet cafe and started writing this blog. It is around 10pm now. I must finish this blog quickly so that my friends wouldn't be noisy again. Okay. Coming to the end ady. After this, i gonna eat my dinner. So hungry now..... Christmas day is coming next week. I plan to join the christmas party held at City Harvest church with other friends. Seriously looking forward to what kind of surprise they will give us!! haha! Okay! Stomach is aching ady. Gonna find something to feed it. See ya!!! ^^