Daily Diaries 3

Hi...haih...hello...well, i m back again. I know i m not supposed to write anything but since it is a surprising holiday week now so just let it be an exception. :p hmm....i think i will just start from the day ( 5 July 2009 ) i moved into my new hostel called Cemara college which is located in Section 18 and opposite to the girl's hostel ( Akasia ), u will know if u have read through my previous posts. Well...nothing was special again. I reached my hostel on Sunday morning, then registered in the office and met pw and Jonathon Wong there. My roomie Zhu Jie was ady back for PM week or weeks ago ( haih...who cares.... ) and the main thing here was that he was able to pursuade the officers to give him the keys of a few rooms so that he could have a 'runthrough' to examine the surroundings. Therefore, we still managed to get the better one out of the worst ones, though it still sucks. As being aggravated by the mosquitoes and exasperated by the abhorrent room ventilation, so far i have never enjoyed a good night sleep, spending most of my time to "Buddha-palm" the bloody mosquitoes, especially during the midnight. 妈的，越讲越气！I seriously don't know what is wrong with all the mosquitoes in cemara. They r only active during night in such a way that i have to invert my sleeping time absolutely, which will mean that i will be a pig in the afternoon and an owl in the night! I m not bluffing. My housemate Jonathon Wong was biten awake for a few times ady. Somehow i start having phobia bcoz of this. We would have drifted into a lengthy yet loathsome conversation for the whole night if Jonathan just woke up like that as i had to set aside all my revision works to accompany him. swt...K, back to the day after Sunday, Monday loh...had an outing with friends after the registration in INTEC, though i knew i shouldn't have done. Well...went to the very same and familiar place called Sunway Pyramid as if it had become my second home bcoz i had seriously been going there too frequently since last month. The only difference was that this time there were friends coming along. I wasn't really used to that lah, as i always go out alone nowadays, haih...what can i do...On Tuesday, there was an academic briefing session in INTEC. Our lessons were initiated on Wednesday. From that time onwards, most of us started having nightmares - getting back end of sem results. Hmm....don't ever expect me to tell my results here, let it be confidential k? Well well....what is more? I m not really able to recall and mention everything in one shot for this post. It is a bad habit of not writing post for a long time and suddenly fumbling memories out of ur mind. The feeling is just similar to that one when u encounter temporary memory loss. Oh no....yeah...here it is. It was on Sunday ( 12 July 2009 ). I went to Sunway again!! swt...more accurately, WE went to Sunway again!! Actually, i wanted to go there alone, but since my friends had invited me to join the party ( that day was my friends' friend, Ethan's birthday ), so i just followed the 'flow' lah. Next, we watched a movie called don't-know-what-name which had caused me so much headaches ( as a result of insomnia last night bcoz i studied till almost 5am in the morning and barely slept for 2 or 3 hours before going to church.). I just flung my 11 bucks like that...I left the gang after that, loitering around the building and finally settling down in Popular for a few hours, skipping my dinner as well by the way. And, as expected, a surge of emotion overwhelmed me again. I should regard Popular as my second home, in fact. This was actually where Ken Nee and I went most often last time. I was even in kind of serious case. I used to kneel down in front of a bookrack of spm reference books and started my revision there. Saved money saved time ma... blah blah blah...back to hostel at 10pm. Net feeling is zero....The next event was nothing more than my birthday party( 16 July 2009 ), of coz. Well...had a small party in KFC. Thanks everyone who had come. On that day also, i attended the 1st Campus Alive of this semester. blah blah blah...J-Cyn's birthday was on the next day. Yeah...She is one day younger than me. blek! For the coming week, i was relatively busy with the schedules. Besides preparation and exercises for INPRO atheletics competition, i also had to spend time to practise for German Week's band performance on the weekend. Blah blah blah...On friday's afternoon, i received notification from my class rep saying that INTEC would be closed from that day onwards for 1 week due to suspected H1N1 cases in the main campus when i was lonely practising piano for tomorrow's band performance in music block. As usual, i relayed this message to the others and went back to hostel after that. Sien...what an unexpected holiday. This spoiled all my plans. My schedules were actually packed with everything planned probably. Now u see, from "many things to do" became "nothing to do"! 妈的！每次都这样! blah blah blah...Here we were on Saturday's night (25 July 2009). We Pellucidion was involved in a band performance for the German Week. Well...this was the 1st time i performed for the band as i had just become a part of the family. I am the pianist and keyboardist, thanks Larry a lot. He was the one who brought me into Pellucidion. Yeah...i think this was so far the most joyous event i had gone through for this semester. At least i could enjoy doing something which i am interested with. Thank you, Larry. And thanks Theng Theng too. She is really and seriously a great teacher for me! She is beautiful, abnormally tall, talented and awesome and whatsoever lah! Thanks a lot man! Then, we ( me, Larry, Jonathan Wong and the others ) went to New Life Church for Sunday service. Oh my gosh...the migraine was back again. It came more often recently. Felt so sorry for Larry they all for not able to attend the fellowships after the service. The pain was excruciating. I just couldn't help it.....We were back to hostel at 2pm. I took a siesta after that till around 5 or 6pm. That night i went to KFC for dinner with Larry, Jonathan, Aliff and 3 other girls whom i didn't know their names. For ur information, i had been eating fast foods since Thursday. Mac D on Thursday, KFC on Friday, Mac D on Saturday and KFC on Sunday. Happy leh!! ....last time there was no food in cendana, now there were too much foods in cemara. What and what.....At around 10pm, my dad reached the hostel and fetched me back. Overall, this month sucks! This post was "relatively rude" as compared to the previous posts. Paiseh for all the "improper languages" applied.


We won the contest!!



He was happier than the bandsmen. swt...


Members of Pellucidion: Aliff (guitarist), Farhan (Vocal), Azri (Bassist), Anwar (guitarist), Larry (drummer) and me (pianist and keyboardist).



Hmm....supper in Rafi.

Happy 19th Birthday! 'Soh Zai' Wooi Liang!!

Hi Soh Wooi Liang! Happy 19th Birthday man! Be happy k? Well this guy rite, is the tallest guy in our boy school, with height around 192cm. Weight ah...hmm...75kg...ady underweight. And sorry lah. I don't have any other photos of u. The 1st one was curi-curi taken when u fall asleep in 5M. haha! In case that i had to report the teachers...

失落感

我一直都站在遥远的远方，
遥望着地上的万物们。
我随着心情上的种种波折，
静静地聆听它们的诉说。
我大声地呐喊着！
我要说给它们听！
我此时的感受是如何！

住在山林中的动物们呐！
你们近来安好吗？
人类有没有跟你们来乱的？
要懂得逃跑哦,如果他们乱来！

动物们的同伴们啊！
虽然你们动不着，也说不到，
但也别任人宰割！
就是你们，
为这世界带来了美丽！
也是你们，
让这世界有了未来！

我还在呐喊着，
还不想停下来。
我每分每秒都被绝望侵蚀着，
但我从来都不放弃。
尽管挫折一次又一次地令我坠入谷底，
也尽管困境会一直缠绕着我，
但我始终都抱着希望。
而那深藏于我心中坚决的信念，
已是我如今唯一仅存的筹码。
因为只要我相信，
世上并没有所谓的无能，
并且只要我努力，
一切就能迎刃而解。
这种失落感，
我真的很讨厌.....

有话说不出.....

有话说不出，

是何等的无奈；

默默地付出，

是无比的牺牲。

勇敢的告白，

就把话说出来；

果断的拒绝，

是美好的始源。


一个人的犹豫，

一个人的执著，

终源自无解的眷恋。

它就好比个无底的陷阱，

一旦被触碰，

就极可能一直往下坠。

因为她，

你一直犹豫不决；

为了他，

你变得不顾一切。

有了她，

你才看到一丝希望；

也因有了他，

你的人生被填满了色彩。

如果有话说不出；

即使感到很无奈；

也许继续地付出。

你被摧毁得伤痕累累，

但仍不奢侈他人的回报。

你为了一切而付出了所有，

无怨无悔默默地付出。

当你感到极其的疲累时，

钢琴能给予你一种归宿感。

手指在琴键上划过，

弹出了你要的味道。

轻快的节奏，

或深沉的音调；

希望她听得见，

你打从心底都一直无法.........

说出的话.....

hmm...please don't be misled. The title of this poem is adapted ( or u may even say 'copied' ) from my buddy, Zhung Lun's blog. Well...Recently he had composed such a poem. But i was not satisfied with it. So, i challenged him, and helped him to modify (actually i renew the whole thing. haha!) it a bit. hehehe...too bored ady. Purposely wanna disturb other people now.... sorry lah bro. I 'purposely' want to borrow ur title.

呜....不能再写了。再写我都快要哭了！