短短的日记

这三个星期里，几乎每天都有考试。不过，我已经尽力做好自己的本分。长话就短说，反正我也没像以前那么会写了。

第一件事情，Plants versus Zombies!!! 考试期间，我就玩这个game来release tension。妈的，那个死giant死命丢baby, 死diggers一直钻地来backstab我，害得我的plants一直被咬挂掉。最衰的是，辣椒和番茄已经被我丢到破产，但我还是破不了30flags! 说得也奇怪，明明是我在玩着，但是我的宿友jonathan看得比我玩得更紧张。讲到他，wah seh, 更够厉，在考bio的前个半夜5am，他敢敢在客厅开个人演唱会。柱杰和顺明已经睡了，而我才刚要上床睡。过了大约十分钟，我其实已经睡得蛮浓了，突然间被一阵鸡叫声吵醒。真要命，我已经累得像鬼那样。本想出去叫那个家伙检讨一下自己的歌声，但是我真的很累，下不了床。气死我了，本想随便抓起一个手机叫他diam diam一点，鬼知道两个手机正在关机充电。没办法了，只好抓起枕头直接往头盖。。。我真的KO了。第二天，我们三个找他算账。哈哈，幸亏当晚顺明有跑出去，让我们大家有好觉睡。。。

接下来的日子都好平常。星期五，我跟室友跑出去看戏。当晚就回到家里。没办法，最近我时常失眠，好难入睡。第一次觉得床是那么的硬。唉。。。接着，我跟妈妈谈了许多。都是些关于外婆的往事。我觉得很感慨，原来，我外婆以前是做帮忙人家收碗筷的工作来维持家里的开销。。。难怪，外婆的为人一向都是任劳任怨。我的确觉得很难过。小时候的我是多么的不体谅她。不过，外婆从来不生我的气。。。我的外婆从来没受过教育，不会认字，但却拥有德高的人格。我很爱我的外婆，有时甚至多于对父母的爱。从小到大，我多数的时间都是陪伴在外婆身边。我的一日三餐都是由她包办。记得小学三年级，我时常不做功课，结果搞到要见家长。我很害怕，完全没跟父母亲提这件事，但我担心老师会联络他们，所以拉着婆婆陪我去见老师。。。中四那年，我的祖母去世了。是我第一个亲眼目睹离世的亲人。由于一年只碰几次面，我跟祖母并没有太过深厚的感情，但这已足以让我哭丧了脸。如果这发生在外婆身上，我。。。。可能真的会崩溃。因此，我拚了命也要读好书，做个医生。理由就不用我多说，相信每个人都能知道这种心情。。。然而，我所做的一切，都好像来得不太顺利。可能是不够努力吧。。。。

还有，刚巧家里的Monitor坏了，所以就去了Lowyat一趟，干了一台22.5寸的Samsung Full HD LED monitor. 呼！名字都威过人。 之前那台Dell总算告老还乡，服务了六年，已经很拽了。

呵。。。还有，要感谢一个小鬼。煮得还不错，只差我一点点。呵呵呵。。。。:-p



死Zombies, 我跟你拼了！

谢咯，小鬼。;-)

活出自己

今晚的天气真的是打从心底的冷，
我已经复习明天的考试范围，
一个人躺在沙发上，
静思，回忆着。。。
有些人在褒电话粥；
有些人呢，就喝完人家煮的鸡汤后，
跑来串我；
而我，却得在这里静思，
烦恼。
唉。。。
或许，我必须在处理人与人之间的感情上，
付出更多的努力和心思。
我很想帮我的朋友，可是在同一时间里，
我很可能因此而伤害另一个对我很重要的朋友。
对不起，那位朋友，我很想帮你，但我能力有限，
无法将问题连根拔起。
真的是心都碎了，
听着那位朋友的哭泣声，
然而，我却无法做些什么，
只能安静地聆听。
我，并不像别人拥有那么多朋友，
但是，
我却因此懂得朋友们对我的重要性。
我无法妥协别人对我的朋友造成的伤害。
如果可以，
我反而希望被伤害的是自己。
没关系，反正我所有表情几乎都是同一个样。
但是，请别再伤害我的朋友了。
如果可以，我有时真的想向主祈求他赐我一种能力，
把全世界的人都转化为开朗病，就像我一位开朗白痴的朋友！
最好是没得救了！
这样子每人都不会想太多，活得较开心点。
现在，只能默默地祈祷，
希望那位朋友在未来的日子会过得更好。。。
阿们。

不求活得完美，但愿活出自己。

麻痹

时间滴答滴答地过，
跨越了好多事情，
也挑战了不少极限。
这一年真的过得很快，
妈的，
一眨眼就从一月活到五月尾！
由始到终我都无法感觉时间在某一瞬间的流逝，
然而我知道它还是在操作，
从来没停过。
从一月就一直读到现在，
真的好累。
时间老人，可以休息一下吗？
让我喘口气也好。
我可以坦诚地说,
这一回,我又变了.
一直变来变去,真得好累.
比以往变得还要静,
可以去唱那首周杰伦的安静了.
在这一个学期,
我练琴练得比较凶.
没法子,我的秘密已经越来越多,
我不知道要找谁来诉说这些秘密.
毕竟,再难过,艰苦的日子,
生活还是要过.
人是危险的动物,无可否认,
只要话一说错就会完蛋.
钢琴就不同,我可以把所有的情绪都发泄出来.
它就只会在那里让我弹,不会反抗.
健利这个家伙一飞就飞到俄若斯去读医,
宗润这个王八蛋也飞到加拿大去读生物科技,
Daniel这个变态狂有女朋友就不睬我了,
Kennard这个神经病跑去US保护地球,
伟良不懂跑去那里叫春....
啊!!!!气死我啦!!!
想找个人跟我单挑手力都不可以!!!
没人要跟我玩了!!! :-( :-( :-(
还有一个乖宝宝.
平时见她diam diam的，
谁知道她可以在msn向我抛来一连串大炮要炸我！
妳，给我记住。
不过这样也好，
互相炸来炸去的，我至少不会觉得那么闷了。
有时，炸弹也是好料。
现在，光是读书就已经读到我麻痹了。。。
考完试后，我肯定要休息！
管它有什么鸟事情，我都不管了。
我只想用我所剩下的时间来陪伴那些快要出国的朋友们。
都已经计划好了。
柔佛，槟城我都想去！
等着瞧！！！

Mood Code: Sayang all people, kick Zhung Lun's butt!!

Ah...diary.

Heiyo! Another long time since i last posted...hmm...not too long also, relatively. hehe....okok, cut down all the bullshits, i m gonna make this fast. So, the first big event that came into my life was the holding of In Tale competition. well...i weren't really prepared for the competition ( oh ya, my band Pellucidion was involved in the competition also..) as i was only given the song list at 11th hour, which means last minute. blah blah blah...we managed to make it into the final battle, but we didn't win....i heard my friends saying that something was very wrong with the microphone. They barely heard the voice of vocalists...and the faulty setting of electric guitars, which i m not familiar with, no comments....what is more? went out with housemates for dinner. This seems to be not so special, but i just included it anyway. We seldom went out together. Oh ya...another very important thing to be mentioned. I can play songs by listening at last, though not so sophisticated as compared with larry, theng theng and jien lee, but i wouldn't give up. At least i ady learn to play the chords by myself, without theng theng accompanying me....thanks theng theng. :-) I managed to play a few songs by listening, 2 of which were uploaded into facebook. Still wondering whether i should upload the rest or not. It is great to be able to play FIR's songs by my own efforts. Kakak seemed to be happy with my recordings, so i feel great also. hehe yeah! She has become my motivation to move on and improve my piano skills...besides, we also had small feast ( domino pizza ) in class. I m not sure whether our chemistry lecturer was the one who paid for it or not. There were so many of them, all with different flavours. yummy....:p next event was Good Friday night in City Harvest Church. Walao yeah, almost attended by 40 of us from shah alam. However, we didn't manage to get into the house of god as there were toooo many people. 3824 of them, including us, of coz. And 211 decisions were made. Therefore, we just sat outside the hall and watched the 50 inch tv....I celebrated my grandmum's birthday on a Sunday. In Sunway's Shogan ( not sure for its name. damned expensive, and i m gonna blastlist it. ). Lazy to write, basically just ate Japanese Buffet with family and relatives...and then, had performance in RTM 1 lately. I wasn't involved as they didn't provide a keyboard. Anyway, i was there to support. Peace...Next event was wei jiann's birthday (21th April 2010). Lazy to write, just go and look at the photos. Nice party anyway...then, we had our last CA on 22th April 2010. Served as a keyboardist that night....nothing special came upon me after that. What i have been doing is repeating revisions for my coming A level exams. Boring life.....sorry for very jialat english in this post. Too long don't write posts ady, so i m wondering whether to use past tense or present tense for some events. muahahahahahahaha....jialat jialat jialat! :p :p :p

In Tale Competition

Pizza feast

Good Friday in City Harvest Church:

Grandmum's birthday

Last cell group:

Performance at RTM1:

Wei Jiann's birthday party in KFC:

Last CA:

Sending Ping Wen to bus station at 8am?!

Nah Aliff, kau punya katil semasa study leave!

Cedric's birthday breakfast.

谢谢你，乖宝宝。你还真的很可爱。lol....

Ken Nee, Zhung Lun!!!!!